The sloth of May will look for some "payback" on June 1st. That's what the Cicada reverse audio said 2 or 3 months ago.

That means we'll either return to room temperature as very fine radioactive dust particles or the Deep State take-down will have.commencethed.

Now if I was running the show I'd kick off the reclamation of our government by the Deplorable Shit Lord Horde Army on a historic day like July 4th.

I'm a History major. Let's face it. What's happening right now is the biggest story in American History since July 4th 1776.

I'm actually getting pretty pumped up about it. The nausea associated with this cluster fuck is almost all gone. And I no longer feel like cutting down a tree in my backyard with an aluminum baseball just for the relief.

July 4th 1776 version 2.0 was released on July 4th 2017.

Remember The Future

God Bless America

Never apologize for asking questions, it's what intelligent people do when they don't understand something.

I would not worry too much about it. The thing is that it is much more conspicuous for them to kill some Pedogate investigator than it is for them to just stick to that fake news narrative. I do not bother hiding. I stand behind what I say. When I get it wrong, I say so. I know that I should probably have six fake profiles to rotate in between, but that just is not my style. Seth Rich probably would have been better off posting everything he had in all kinds of FB groups before giving it to Wikileaks and using a different name. Because then everyone would know he's that guy and he would have a protective local unofficial network of friends and followers that volunteer their services.
You asked for a description of weird shit that happens. Paperwork constantly goes missing never to be found again. Image disappear from FB and entire apps disappear from my phone( the whole g mail app disappeared for a two-week period. I suspect it may be election fraud related because of the e mails from Headcount which were gone when the app came back. Glad I made screen shots ahead of time. Let's see, there was a drone experiment done above my home. I think the targeted area was the whole block not me. It's a good location for Naval warfare exercises I suppose. All the time people temporarily change their profile pictures to some evil looking picture and like my comments so I see threats in my notifications. Don't be afraid of any idiots that think they can intimidate you with a picture. Just replyl : " Oh no call 911 this guy is trying to kill me with a picture of a gun" and they go away. Usually it won't let you reply to them. If some psycho came to my door making threats ( which has also happened. Random homeless people that don't really look homeless but are trying to. Happened three times)then it is time to buy a gun or even a spear fishing tool which fits in the pocket and never misfires. You can easily rip someone's eyes and nostrils out with one swipe with a spear fishing end and I paid !2 at the Swap Meet! I have had tires repeatedly slashed in the last two cars. Potato stuck into my tailpipe but I noticed it before I even got into the car. I found out who did that one and I got even in a legal and creative way. I have bought new locks three times but the inside part of my lock ends up the same no matter what. I gave up on new locks. Somebody obviously wants this particular one that sticks and is a pain to lock. Whatever. A really weird one is that t shirts appear that belong to nobody and they are folded like brand new. Fire Dept shirt, and two Sherriffs Dept shirts. I have asked all around and it will remaim a mystery. I have thrown the Fire Dept one out twice and twice it has returned. That one creeps me out the most. I had my former apartment building burn down and just prior to that, I kept finding toy firetrucks and paramedic figurines in my closet. Some were my son's toys but some were not even ours. And he did not play in my closet ever. He had all his toys in the other room and it always seemed to happen when we all left. I suppose perhaps a friendly ghost was trying to warn us. Haha. I say that because it ws a well plotted out event and included brand new fire extinguishers being put on every entry way just a week before amd batteries removed from every smoke detector. I had a hunch about it and told the guy upstairs ( because his place got badly damaged from fire that spread to him) to make site a battery was in his smoke detector so his renters insurance would cover it. So he had to put one in and none of ours were in either. When landlord heard alarm going off she even said" Why is a smoke detector going off?" Scandalous.

A lot of other weird stuff too but I could maybe explain other incidents like missing shoes and items by blaming my kids or chalk it up to early dementia.

Fear is a heavy low vibration. While using fear to 'keep you breathing' as you said, sure, the fear can motivate you but by the nature of it's vibration it can also attract to yourself the very thing you fear.

On the other hand being focused from a point of logical critical thinking, a much higher vibration, one can take precautions from a point of clarity/not fear. I admire the Aikido approach to fear~

Aikido means “way of combining forces." Unlike other martial arts, which rely on force, Aikido is all about joining with your opponent’s energy. This is called “blending."

When someone throws a punch at you, or grabs your collar, your first instinct is probably to tense up or back away. In Aikido, you learn to do the opposite. You “blend” with the attack by relaxing your entire body and moving right next to your opponent.

We need to learn to do the same with fear.

When we blend with our fear, we take away its power.

This is possibly what you mean also @UglyTruth . It's good to have a space here and there to discuss the fears that come up bc I don't think any of us are immune.

Thank you. I appreciate that. Any effort to clam me down is appreciated.

All I know, and I'm very much a novice when it comes to computers, is that suddenly my computer no longer responded to my mouse, except I could refresh the page. No other commands worked. Minutes after that began, a screen popped up that was from Google saying they've frozen my email due to suspicious activity. This was the first for either of these to happen. Someone got into my gmail account and sent out a bunch of messages or something (Google gave 3 options that could have been the reason my account was frozen, all of them sounded pretty bad, and was clearly not anything I had done.) From what I can tell, everything's normal now.