Crawling in my skin These wounds they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real

There's something inside me That pulls beneath the surface Consuming, confusing This lack of self control I fear Is never ending, controlling

I can't seem to find myself again My walls are closing in (Without a sense of confidence) (I'm convinced that there's) (Just too much pressure to take) I've felt this way before so insecure

It feels like hybrid theory, how it hit masses and how big it was.. its like it was a gift from bad daddy.. everyone knows by now that connections and companies desides the stars, not the music / art you produce.

also most of the songs from Meteora... figure.09, breaking the habit, somewhere I belong, faint, numb... pretty obvious in hindsight that Chester was abused and possibly became an abuser even if he was reluctant or regretted it. I went through a huge Linkin park phase as a teen and i never even knew chester was abused until he died although he spoke about it in interviews. They made alot of songs about mind control as well.