Thank you. I did try counseling briefly, it was a simple process of she told me to just close my eyes, go back to that (whichever) day, and remember. And to "stay inside of myself' because she said some people drift away from their body, so to speak. I remembered a very, very sad memory of one of the few good hearted and brave relatives I had, all of whom are gone now, who had fought for me. But anyway this social worker turned out to be seemingly involved with the cabal in some way, so I stopped going to her. It was shortly after Sandy Hook, and since she believed about CIA snuff movie parties, I casually mentioned I didn't 100% believe the Sandy Hook official story. She became angry with me, and told me she was friends with one of the SH victim's families, counseled at least one EMT witness who was deeply traumatized, and told me furthermore that she could take my notes on crimes of my family, who she knew I was in danger of, notes that she kept at home, and instead place them in her office files so that if there ever was a court order for my files the notes would be in there. I just decided to not try to find any counselor after that. But at least she taught me how to do it myself.

It is better to keep memories repressed in some cases, I concur. Someone who is an actual pizzagate villain took pity on me as a child once after I witnessed something unbelievably awful at Offut Air Force Base, outside Omaha, Nebraska (my dad had a lot of business -regular business- in that area. Maybe he brought me along sometimes, I guess, maybe for pedo blackmail.) I saw live children being put into cylinders with wet concrete, as for large pillars. I was looking down on the pouring, so I guess it was part of the supports for an underground area? It really devastated me, and in the last year I remember this man advised me back then that if I can't remember something without creating* an alter, then just forget it. (*might be the wrong terminology) He also taught me how not to be traumatized by my older sister having me do the daisy petal "He loves me, he loves me not" game, where I guess she was reinforcing some MK I had endured. Most would never believe Satanist Michael Aquino was more gentle to me, even though I was a God loving child, than my own family of origin.