Allison Mack: "The anxiety of being caught makes my heart thrum like a hummingbird. Someday I will be discovered. I will be found out!"

Allison Mack: "The anxiety of being caught makes my heart thrum like a hummingbird. Someday I will be discovered. I will be found out!" ( allisonmack.com )

submitted 2018-04-21T17:51:10 by Caveman_in_a_suit

23 comments

Shizy 2018-04-22T06:19:17

Nasty woman

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Luxxy 2018-04-22T04:26:08

Wonder if Kristen will be outed.. or if she knew about it.

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spacepopecoast2coast 2018-04-22T02:19:25

OH this girl is from Wilfred, man that was bothering me .. Something about her face, I'm not surprised she has seen some crazy shit - she just looks like she is about to snap

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EricKaliberhall 2018-04-21T20:56:53

Allison Mack breaks down crying while interviewing Keith Raniere...

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PrideOfOshtekk 2018-04-21T20:38:57

Broken.

Like all of these dumb dumbs.

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think- 2018-04-21T19:07:14

The most interesting question currently is: On whom will she be squealing?

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DeathToMasonsASAP 2018-04-22T03:39:20

Won't matter, certain people are off limits. Only the ones allowed to be arrested will be arrested and the blatant connections to the others will be ignored. Nobody is getiing arrested of significance.

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exposethecriminals 2018-04-21T18:57:14

I found it on archive.org:

Cold sweats. Constantly.

The anxiety of being caught makes my heart thrum like a hummingbird.

Someday I will be discovered. I will be found out!

I peak through the crack in the door of the closet I have shoved myself. It’s stuffy and I can barely breath.

How long will I stay inside? It seems like it has been a lifetime in here already.

And in truth, it has.

It’s been so long that I can’t even remember the first time I stepped into the closet of self loathing to hide from the world. I send out my best representative, the “Allison-bot”, who knows what to say, is always funny and never has armpit stains.

The part of me that smells, bleeds and says the wrong thing hangs out in the closet trembling while she peaks through the cracks in the door.

Why am I so nervous?

Because I am a fugitive on the run from intimacy and the fear of showing those pit stains and blood.

I anticipate rejection and so I reject sentencing myself to a life squished in a closet filled with all the things i feel most ashamed of.

What would happen if i threw open the door and jumped to the foreground?

Naked. Raw. Cellulite jiggling. Moles exposed.

My leg is cramping and I feel myself outgrowing this hiding spot. I am tired of being a voyeur.

I want to live my life.

I feel the rush of adrenaline.

Am I willing to be brave and jump out from behind the door and test the hypothesized destruction?

Wait for it…..

…Maybe tomorrow.

https://web.archive.org/web/20170810031645/http ://www.allisonmack.com/2017/06/13/she-feels-cramped-in-a-closet