As much as people like to talk about milliules ( nowhere near spelling that right) they really area generation that is very aware of what is going on in large part. I mean growing up with the internet has made them different and now they are adults we are seeing the results of children having instant access to information. Things are gettting very interesting I think. Don't count this generation out at all.

The judge over my nieces truancy case, recused himself from the case when she accused me of molestation. IDK if it had to do with masonic crap, personal reasons, whatever. He had dealt with my niece and all four of her brothers for many years.

I had a teen niece dropped at my doorstep when her step father got sick of her and her mother was in prison(my sister). The girl was a handful to say the very least. Truancy issues took me to juvenile court many times over the two years I kept her. I had a level three case worker involved. The girl had over twenty cps cases involving her alone(I didn't know that when she was abandoned in my life. I was never around her or her four brothers much.). That level three worker turned me onto many great programs and stuff for trying to help the girl.

The girl liked to lie to me and go to places with heavy gang activity. I caught her many times in many lies. I tried my best to keep her away from certain areas. Later I found out, one of her friends mother was a mason with OES. She had known my niece since my niece was 8. I tried my best to keep my niece away from the area where that OES woman lived. VERY heavy gang activity, drugs, etc.

My niece pulled a stunt to purposely injure herself. She had stitches in her foot. She pulled them out, knowing I couldn't get her back to the hospital(money was very tight.) The girl told me her friends mom was a nurse. So I reluctantly gave into allowing the woman around. She seemed decent. My nieces attitude changed within a week of me allowing her around that woman and her friend.

The first day of school, my niece decided to not answer phone calls. She was by law a runaway after 24 hours. I left messages on the OES womans, daughters phone. That I would be reporting my niece to the police, if she didn't return home. That first day of school, I called the police. I reported her. Told them what I knew of where my niece was.

That OES woman took my niece to cps and tried to get power of attorney, behind my back. I had temporary custody, due to the truancy issues. CPS called me when my niece and that OES woman were there. I told CPS I reported my niece as a runaway.

That evening, a cps investigator called me around 8pm asking if I would allow my niece to stay in that OES womans care. I said no. My niece is a runaway. Lock her up or bring her home. After that, around 9pm or so, the investigator called me back and all the bull began. My niece accused me of molestation.

I spoke with a child detective in metro. He said he had never heard of any kinship allowed in less than 24 hours. That OES woman was given kinship over my niece in three hours.

I dealt with around four months of bull, jumping through hoops, sitting in family court listening to lies. Having a cps lawyer try to manipulate any word I spoke.

On the day of my "hearing". I told the judge I wouldn't participate. I wouldn't swear on a bible. They were denying me my legal right to an attorney. The judge kept saying I was only the "guardian" not the "parent" so the courts didn't have to provide me one(knowing I was jobless. I helped care for my 75yr old disabled mother and my 37yr old downs sister.) I'm bipolar/manic depressive/ schizophrenic(high functioning) I informed the judge I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY MY RIGHT TO an attorny is being denied. The judge finally understood what I meant when I told him my mental diagnosis. No charges were brought against me. I've never been arrested. Never spent a day in jail. Nothing happened to me.

Here is the point I made to the judge after sitting through the entire embarrassment of listening to all the crap my niece was saying about me, in a room full of people and the judge. My niece claimed on a sworn affidavit that she had a prescription for loratabs. (I caught the girl stealing some of her grandmothers once.I had looked into that OES womans life. It's how I discovered she is OES. I found the drug connections to her gang member brother. Her old man running them through a car lot. I can go on and on, but this is where my niece was getting loratabs from.)

The judge ask my niece about that prescription..........my nieces rehearsed lies and calm voice cracked as she tried to think up lies for the judge, not knowing how much I discovered about that OES womans life. I seen it in the judges eyes. He seen how much a liar my niece is and how fast she tries to manipulate others with lies.

My niece was placed in state care at 16 for about 6 months. Her mother got out of prison. I done everything I could to help my sister get her daughter out of state hands. My niece is now 19. She has a boyfriend and they have a place of their own. I've seen my niece about four times since the crap I went through. I know my niece is sorry for putting me through it all, but she and I have said very little to one another on the few times I was at my sisters(who now cares for my elderly mother)

I forgave my niece the moment it all began. Maybe someday she will look back and finally understand what I tried teaching her. I can love you without liking you. I can forgive you without forgetting what you did. I promised the girl I would protect her until she was 18. Even if it meant from herself. I proved it to her.

There is so much more I could write about this girl and the crap she put me through, but this is long enough, I'm sure. Thank you for taking the time to read it.